a notion of being in motion...

people in motion ... slow motion
my life in motion moving with others,
everyone with a purpose, a destination ... somewhere to be.. someone to be,
totally completely open in a wide open space ... but closed to everyone around me,

only as open as I want to be and just as closed as you like....

am I just lonely ... or am I alone?

don't go looking...

we're all wondering, wandering around,
it's so typical, so simple,
you're all questioning and asking why,
I'm still right here...

we're all looking for something but is something looking for us,
is someone looking for you and are you looking for someone,

I don't go looking.. maybe it's because I'm not sure I'll like what I'll find

I recently realized that my growing cynicism is a direct response to my dying youth and I don't know yet how that makes me feel. My naivety is practically gone and I tend to rationalize everything... I analyze more and contemplate situations and decisions in much more depth which indirectly kills me...

I'm dying piece by piece, day by day, hour by hour... so fucked up lately, can you change me, I need purpose in life

see you